Inside I'm screaming 'I love you'

Wednesday, May 25, 2005

I'm at the edge of breaking down. ):

I'm so SICK & TIRED!

Rachael is the only one who knows how fucked up I feel right now. ): Should I cry or smile at the situation? Mixed emotions, unfathomable feelings. Sigh.

I don't know why would I be in sucha thing still. I promised myself, I gotta study & leave everything else aside. I don't want anything, ~~anyone~~. But now what? ): I should be studying & not moaning over such crazy little thing called _ _ _ _. Pour & cry is what I feel like doing now, BADLY. No one knows how I feel, no one knows how badly is this heart bruised. Like what girlfriend has told me, FRIENDS are more important than that crazy stupid thing called _ _ _ _. Tell me, how easy is it to forget a loved one? (c'mon I'm using EASY.) It's not easy, neither is it tough. (yeah, rightttt) What do we have to play these games we play?

Sigh, I don't know la. Only if you were here.

I need a shoulder, a pair of listening ears, a tear-catcher & plenty of comforting, good advices. Or rather, someone who can brainwash me. =

BABY, IT'S ALL ABOUT YOU ~~again.~~
fuckit.

; stick with you